Unscathed

The night buries me. Soft scents of perfume—jasmine, honey blossom. You’re there but you’re not. 

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Sometimes we’re meant to be someone we’re not. You tell me. That day at the lake. We drift in the water. Well, I swim, you wade. You haven’t learned yet. But that’ll come.

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Frankie’s got the idea. We go along with it because we’re barely eighteen, so full of life, been through the guillotine already, and have come out unscathed. It’s just a liquor store, one old man, enough in the register to get us out of here.

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I think it’s a hummingbird. It perches outside my window every night. It sings a song—not pretty like I’d expect a hummingbird to sing—more unsettling. Honks and whistles. Hard sounds. Cacophonous pecking.

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I’m inside with Frankie. You’re in the car. It’s all so easy. We’re out in five. But why’d you come out? It wasn’t the plan. 

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Sometimes I think about going anyway. Des Moines. Topeka. Anywhere but here.

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The streetlights illuminate you through the windshield. I cry out.

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